The Coldest Girl in Coldtown Fan art

Here is some fan art I found online:

Ruin and Risng (Done) SPOILER ALERT!

Nikolai was restored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alina killed Mal but he came back to life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alina killed the Darkling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She married Mal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They run an orphanage 

together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

David, Genya, and Zoya run the first army!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This book left me very satisfied and happy at the end. I was only a little dissapointed that Alina wasn't a queen or a sun summoner. You are probably wondering why she killed Mal, well he was the third amplifier believe it or not. Only when he made her kill him she didn't get more powerful. In fact Alina lost her power, all the commoners in a certain radius became sun summoners and they all made the fold dissapear. Yay! Then Alina stabbed the Darkling (or Aleksander if you want to know). I'm no longer confused about whether I care about him because I really wasn't that sad when he died. I was more like yay! whatever. Then I moved on. I liked Alina's idea of pretending to die so her and Mal (or Dmitri Dumkin! HEHE) could live on as normal as possible. Nikolai will be a wonderful prince. I was so happy when his wings broke off from him and the darkness left him. I loved that even when he was possessed by darkness he still helped save them all.This is me and Nikolai right here...if he was real:

 
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 If you just take the prologue of the first book and the epilogue of this book and put them together it will seem very normal and boring. You wouldn't even begin to guess any thing that happened in between.I'm sad to say goodbye to this series but I do not have to say goodbye to the Grisha world. Because Leigh said she was writing a spin-off series! 
Also this book gets a million stars for being awesome.

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Ruin and Rising(halfway through review)

Well... I'm only halfway through this book and I'm already depressed. Nikolai... How could Leigh be so cruel? Why can't he just not be possessed by demons? I hate the Darkling so much... This book is majorly confusing my feelings because I hate him but every time he leans in close to Alina I think Kiss!Kiss!Kiss! then she remembers all the horrible things hes done and pulls away. But my emotions are still confused. Is it because I like it when characters play with the dark side? Does it attract me, or am I so in tune with Alina I just feel like she does? I'm going to go with the latter. I really loved learning more of Baghra's back story and the Darklings. Its fun to imagine him as a little boy. Also, BAGHRA! I'm so sad. That was a beautiful sacrafice she made to save them all :'( Anyway that's the Darkling by the way, just found this cool gif:

 Nikolai... I stopped talking about him earlier, because it was to hard. I do not believe I have ever felt this amount of grief for a fictional character who is not even dead.This fate is worse then death though. He made a fool of the Darkling and now the Darkling controls him. No one fights the Darkling and walks away without a scar. This is so hard to even type about. I was literally gasping as I read the dreaded scene. It was really hard to sleep because every time I thought his name I woke up. Nikolai was a bright handsome character who could charm the shoes off an racehorse mid stride. It sucks that he is anything less now. They need to find a way to save him because I need to see the Nikolai-Alina wedding.

I can't type about him anymore. David and Genya <3 love them. Nadia and Tamar, I knew they were meant to be the second the first flirt slid out of Tamar's lips. I must say she is a smooth talker. Nadia, well shes just as sweet. Its weird but I ship Alina with 3 people. Mal is the third not last or least. He just needs to put her against a wall and kiss her like keeps saying he wants to. Who cares if you grow old and die before she does? Just love Alina already!

I will write another entry about this book when I finish...if I live without dying from feels.

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